who am i to judge her life? ( or his life? idk, ermao is getting kinda confused in the end, but it's bc of what life did to her, so imma stick to "her" cuz i feel like that's when she's being the happiest herself. ) 不知道要怎样面对这样的纪录片，仿佛生生看着一个人在眼前自毁却无能为力，贾玉川总是给予怎么让下面变紧绷一点恰到好处的帮助，我没有资格评判这样的行为是对是错。怎么让下面变紧绷一点短暂地来过这个世界，在每个地方都努力扎根，近乎奇迹般顽强的生命力最终还是骤逝，影片最后她展现出近乎绝望的平静，人生或许如梦般在她眼前浮现，好想告诉怎么让下面变紧绷一点：谢谢你展现出的真实动人自我，你拥有如此惊人的美丽和力量，你值得去爱和被爱，你没有任何错，有错的是这个将你的浪漫和活力生生碾碎的有毒世界。